[Written in January 15, 2020]

From all of the craziness happened in 2019, I am glad that I finally found many answers to my whys. The reason to do A and not B, the reason to draw my future specifically compact with the details and possible obstacles, the reason to sometimes say yes although in the condition full of doubts; I found it!

2019 also gave me a lot of opportunities; it let me experience the thing that once I can only dream about. Some of those opportunities convinced me that my insecurities just existed in my head; some of them reassured me that I might be able to do anything I want, but not all of the doings are the best when the doers is me.

At the beginning of the year, I decided to learn a lot. And at the end of the year, I found out the proper (but not exact) time to both stay and leave- still not wise enough to make life choices but I am taking a closer step there every time.